I am feeling very low now... I just don't really know what is happening between me and my family. I seem to feel alienated at my own home. I don't feel like i am close to them any more, especially my two sisters. I have been feeling like this for quite a loong time, and i just thought it wasn't much of importance; so i put it at the back of my head. Until today. Well, i decided to pour out my thoughts here.

No one in my family read my blog, at least, as far as i can observe. So they wouldn't really know what is going on with my life.

My grandma had a habit of pulling out my bed and pillows before she went to bed. I never ever told her to do so, and i really deeply appreciate this small show of care. But of course, being me, i didn't really show my appreciation. I always seem to carry one expression at home, moody and reserved. Why? I wish i knew...

Apparently, this seems to piss my sister off (older one). So when my grandma took my pillows from the bedroom, she asked why i couldn't take it myself. And the way she say it.. i really feel like smashing my laptop into her face. Knn so rude...

This commotion attract the attention of my Mom, who after talking to my sister, summoned me into the room. She asked me (10001 times), do i have a problem, and why i behaved like a stranger in the family.

Basically she said that being the eldest son, i am the second in command of the family. I would be responsible for the family after they pass away. And that i should talk to them (sisters) more often. She say, last time everyone was happy but now we seem to drift apart. Sigh...

There is nothing wrong with my family, but somehow i feel detached from them... I even had the urge to run away and live by myself once i had the means to do so... Sigh..

As months passed after getting my license, i saw this new Vespa model on the road and immediately fall in love with it! Unlike the classic Vespa, this is Auto-transmission (i think). Its the samee one Fiona Xie road on the show Love Concierge!! KewL! My colour would be RED!

Which OS are You?

Lol.. Stupid quiz.. Try it out!

First of all, selamat hari raya to my Muslim friends, and happy holidays to all the rest of you! The day has been quite boring for me, so i decided to surf the net to "enrich" myself. Since today is special day where we Muslims made sacrifices on cows, sheeps and lambs, i had found an interesting article regarding the right way for preparation of meat.

You guys can read the article here.

Interestingly, studies had shown that the Muslim way of slaugthering of animals is the MOST humane method.

Do You Know That:

1) Pigs have no neck in their natural anatomy, therefore can't be slaughtered using the right method.
2) Pig's biochemistry excretes only 2% of its total uric acid content, the remaining 98% remains as an integral part of the body.
3) Uric Acid is a poisonous chemical found in human body and is extracted from our blood by our kidneys. (Thats the reason people go for kidney dialysis)


MAN! I AM SO BORED!

Lame sia.. who the hell takes MRT on a nice rainy Sunday morning? And they call it "as realistic as possible".. Come on! If only terrorists were so dumb!! LoL.. They won't hit at an empty train lor! Lame exercise. Waste my father tax money ah.. LoL.

OK, i keep haven spam about this dumb thing. Here's what my colour is:

You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.
Don't know why there are so many Reds..