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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Argh! It's a fucking bad night yesterday. I don't know what is wrong with the both of us.. Anyway, yesterday, my grandpa got sick and my mom, sis and myself had to go to Tan Tock Seng for a check-up. My grandpa was feeling giddy so we are afraid he may faint. Thats why i had to follow them, in case anything happen. We went there by cab around 1245am.

In the cab, i sms her that i was on the way to the hospital and asked her whether she is still studying or not. She replied that she is still cramping her brains and asked what happened to my grandpa.

Apparently, he got problem passing urine and feels pain in his bladder area.

Then she asked me how did it happen and whether or not he eat fruits. At that moment, i thought that question is not relevant so to avoid argument, i tried to end the conversation here. We just reached TTSH at this point of time and had to "check in".

Then later she sms, "walao.. ppl say a bit oso cannot! y mustu hav the thinking tat wadeva we dun agree on will end up as argument? i really dun understand u at all! i dunno how we going to copeif u dun change ur mind set! sori to say tat i cant c us going further if u continue with shutting me off. maybe i am just stupid for not making the right decisions the other time! oh well, suits u.. its ur life anyway!"

And i was like WTF?!

So i replied, yes he does eat fruits and the old guy has not been feeling well since last week.

The next reply i got was too complicated so i wont type out here. She said something about her being a bad guy everytime she opens her mouth.. Maybe interpretation error.. Not sure..

In the end, i said I was sorry for saying those things and i was just concerned abt the old guy. Going to the hospital is not a happy occassion wad..

What i dont understand was the last reply of the day. She said " wadeva.. c how it feels like when you do this to others! n u know how i've been feeling! BYE!"

I already said i was sorry what.. Anyway, to make me feel worse, i accidentally slammed the taxi door onto my grandpa fingers.. It was dark wad! the stupid taxi driver nvr turn on the lights. And because of that i was blamed and he was cursing himself for being unlucky.

Stupid day... Stupid life... ARGH!!!


Gotta go study liao... Sigh..

11:28 AM